Somewhere, Somehow.........

I watched a tear in your eyes,

I felt two roll down my cheek

To remind me of how it hurts,

when I hurt the ones I love

For the world seems a solemn place,

with out the ones I love

Dry, arid and deceitfully cold of hellfire.

I watched him walk away;

Felt my soul leave my body behind

For the one I love, those eyes,

I failed to stop a tear in them

Us and them they may say,

I’ll say you before me, omnipresent you always

For you hold me back in sanity,

In this abundance of life’s insanity.

Of all that life has had to show,

It showed me a vision so sweet and serene,

To raise a storm of encumbered proportions,

Of my love towards all that you do to me,

I’ve been hurt and I’ve been lost

But not quite as I am in thoughts of you

So I await my hand outstretched,

Make my life complete and strong.

I have been silly to not comprehend,

How much I can love, love you my dear

Some things that life brought in with a storm

Sadness took away in a flash of lightening

I was blinded by that thunderbolt,

For you struck me where it hurts the most

Deep within my heart and soul

I long to hear your voice again.

I could run away from myself once,

Fight my feelings that I have for you

I know I’ll lose and give into them for I love,

All that you do to hurt me to forget you,

I trust my soul in its rendition, the truth of what I feel

The truth of how I love you, and how much

For tomorrow you shall take on a new day,

Ignore all you feel I know you do for you are stronger.

I know though one thing for sure, that I will

For I know I cannot forget that I do,

I can never contemplate how much I feel

This love that that grows with each knife that you drive

Through this already knife riddled heart of mine

You are in every breath, every touch, every voice, every vision,

For you are all I think of...