~~ Crawling on the frozen claws of life ~~

…So now I crawl
On the frozen claws of life
No matter what you think now…
Lying-in bitch spits-out bodies, first breath’s a cry
Sucking every bit of poison from the nightmares,
I, the ever-pregnant mother of treacherous thoughts

I, the darkest flower, broken, left to dry
Can’t breathe this burning ice
I, with fear in the eyes, left to cry
My heart’s beat becomes so slow
Revenge of winter, the unsaid supremacy
I’m naked before this power
The dark is near, grey is here, no more sun
Seems…I’m dead before I die

Born alone, die alone, stench of earth
Where I come from and I’ll return
Change my skin and crawl
Since first cry to the last word
Reset my will to be, shut my mind up and crawl

A paralyzing cold to the bones…
I fall down, in the frozen claws of world
Flows the blood, piercing ice blades from the life
White, wet cold snow freeze my long lost soul
Subzero reset emotions
No ray of light cannot solve the iceberg I’ve got inside
Surely… I’m dead before I die

Kill my fantasies, all my dreams,
Licking prayers just with my forked tongue
Creeping through this world
Like wriggling worms…
I’m crawling through perversions
Creeping on my passions
Fear of my consciousness
My face down, my eyes teary,
The absolution of every sin
Great redemption definitive

Summer lies in a dark red ground
Shaped by thousands autumn’s dry leaves
The end is carried by the terrifying silent shivering screams
Now that my time is over
I will sleep in my lifeless grave
Inside the ancient nightmare
Far from the noises of the world
Waiting for the springs to return…

Is a butterfly I’ve never seen…?
Is there no Lord above?
To dissolve the mist?
To bring the light?
And forgive my wan life?

Wasn't what they gossiped about me?
That I’m born to serve ,
Then where is that glory, coz I decay
Free me from these rusty chains of life
Give me back my drab form, I don’t wish to be reborn
And the strength in my will, that you blew away
Put your string down and let me live, and not just exist

Beyond the endless time, of eternal will and being
Just a grain in the desert sand till my reign will be complete
Winds of fire blows below, as my whispers shapes a life
As the wonderful memories I am doomed to die

Why did you call me daughter?
Why slowly you let me wither and die?
It’s my fault…..
Why did I build up your reign?
Why have I only been praying?
Now it’s time for you to extirpate my eyes
It will be for a higher cause,
So that there are no more dreams, hopes and……nightmares…..
To haunt my disastrous nights and lifeless days…..