There was no beginning for I felt to begin would only hurt me. So I stay in my own mind. You have given me feelings I cannot contain nor know what to do with now. I am lost in an ocean of thoughts of you and the softness of your eyes as they gaze at me and draw me in deeper into feelings and desires I never shared with anyone before. For to fulfil your desires and share my heart And love with you would be a joining so strong that one could alter. I have much to offer but have not shared with anyone. You have givenme hope. Hope of a better tomorrow. Hope of a true and lasting love with someone that knows what love is truly about.
Touching is love. Sharing is love. A special look, a feeling as one is looked at is love. There is no one way to love for we are all different. I want an open love. One that I don’t have to be afraid to speak of my love and not be laughed at because of my feelings.
Your words are my redemption for you have truly opened a door long closed to all. I have hidden in my own shell. Not sharing my true self with anyone as I have shared with you. I am at peace because my heart is opening up after years of sorrow and looking up and out into the sunshine once again.
A tenderness that has long been forgotten by me for it was never accepted. A heart that was broken and a soul that turned away from all the good in the world. To me kindness, tenderness and love were just words used to slay me and draw me deeper into Sadness. But now---I feel a new beginning that will never end.
No end to what I can feel deep within myself and share with you. Now I don’t have to be Afraid of my heart and finally can say what I have had bottled up for years. You have drawn on my heartstrings and pulled me back from all sorrow into a world bright with love and sensitivity.
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