What would you call it?

When I see you
I think twice about what I should say to you
But my mind is close
Because knowing you, you won‘t even care

Am I not good enough for you
Are you to shy to talk to me in front of people
Are you judging me by the way I act
Or by who you think I am

I hate it when you are never around
Then again I hate it when you are around
What do you want me to do with myself
I try, but to you I never suceed

Are you trying to make me lose my mind
Trying to make me feel down where ever I go
Filling me with self–doubt
Letting people know who I‘m not

If time could stand still, I would freeze it here
So you could know that I‘m near
But there‘s no way you could ever beat me
Cause I‘m not giving up on love, Love is within me