~~~ Love is commotion ~~~

Just let me sing to you in the commotion of love

The angels are laughing away,as the stars die above

My fingers are red and my heart is all blue

I would have disturbed the world,if not for you

The bells are tingling out of fear of a terrified tiger

A flower bursts into the blossoms of a sea

A woman turns out to be as nice as can be

The atmosphere burns the heavenly heart

It's a land where developed hearts dance,

And undeveloped hearts gallop into a trance

And as my eyes open,the hearts of blunders stray away,

From a chapter that is as long and lonely as my little life

The magnitude of mirth runs away before anybody has anytime to catch anybody at all

Yet,love isn't impossible

As day fades into day,and night barks into night,

I love a a life that's living me,and oh i feel so right

Beginning on a laughing day and ending on the fright of night

I feel I'm flying far away,and love is out of sight

I am raising two hands

As only my left foot stands

One hand's for the sun,and another has a gun

My mouth and all is devouring fun

As the victim tries to run

Enough enough enough

I'll love you if you turn away,

You'll hate yourself if you don't

The weather and the wires worked,

And my love was left unstoned

As the wind woke up and won the world

I then discovered that life has a wife named laughter,

And it is pregnant with love

As the victim ran and threw himself into the river,

Dead souls seemed to ask the river to laugh with them forever...

~~~ Flesh ~~~

I want to see all paradoxes writhing naked

I want to see good men inverted and emptied,

Their proud heads falling to the ground 

Along with their crowns that reached their umpteenth;

And their worthless virtues breaking without a sound

And I want to see reality seething,

Their livers screaming 

Them Housed in stones,

Sluts in huts

And I want to see their blood whimpering in oval arteries,

As it courses through acute malignancy of their being

I want to see again how they exchange their flesh for gold

I want to see zombies lying flat

I want to see honey filled in  the head;

Existence all white till the darkness is dead -

And Swap the bees humming around in oblivion

Time after time,

I've beheld this world as it moves to and fro 

in awkward malignancy,

lying through its brow

lying in the gutter now

I stand in the centre...

A poor person, diffident like drugs,

Searing within my own lungs

As I speak against movement,

against constant chaos,

And a world on giant wheels-

I grope in darkness as my goodness reels 

All of us living through a swarm of holistic lies -

The lust for truth in me all smashed, crunched and disabled

Thrown to the dogs, lost to the pigs in the pig sties

The visage of friction grows in affliction,

 And on the stems there grow naked flowers

While maddening fools dangle down my brow-

The vivid witch is enchanting as the world is slanting,

And virtue is just a victim of the dead

Just a victim of all 

that is thought, 

sought and said...

~~~ An Imaginary God ~~~

Music is a drug

But in its mirror I had seen your face;

Your memory is painful,

For now I am full of smoke,

and aghast with dirt and disgrace...

I can't see You,

And I'm lost

You have been buried in graves

that have been strewn all over the universe -

Oh How it pains!

Your darkness seems engraved on the mountains,

the valleys and all the skies;

And I can't see you -

Your dust covers all mystery,

Your pain runs in the rivers

Your voice is unheard,

You are lost in the mist...

There seems not a sign of you,

And I don't know you

I don't know you,

I don't know you...

Why...???

~~~ An Elaborate Nothing ~~~

Perhaps there's nothing to reach

Life tells its stories and fights to teach

Moments come and go

Reaching high and low

Everyday new and retarded

Finished the way it started

Helpless longings grow

Everybody imagines a sun inside him

Wants to reach that glow

A rabid individualist with gun on his shoulder

A kid knowing nothing and still growing older

The whole sun sets and the world grows colder

Life an over-flowing cup

The black wind blows and your time is up

Heads decorated with golden crowns

Little people with ups and downs

Small people moan and groan

Praise the pig and throw the stone

Reject all meaning and everything

A little human that lacks a wing

All dreams are dreams

All forms are forms

Once freedom breaks - You're free of norms

An upward blue and fading light

Origin of a deeper night

And two is two

But one is one

There is no heart

There is no sun

A thinking demon comes to fight

Tells what's wrong, denies what's right

Plagues multitudes that lie below that light

Kiss cruel conclusions without that sight

And rise in the morning and fade at night

Big yellow masses with flowers in their hand

Dance in magic before they understand

And life is tragic, life is bland

Murdered in youth by an addicted sleuth

The pain comes over and over

Living seagulls and melancholics

And an explosion bottled inside

 When kings find magic

When a peanut finds a bird

When the filth is fixing beggars;

And a losing sound is heard -

Happiness is a vegetable

Makes some mad, makes some stable

And everything is just AN ELABORATE NOTHING..!!!

~~~ Soul Seeker ~~~

I blacken...

I heave myself onto the world

I need help and there are no hands and feet

No dark universe to revolve to

Not even a black hole in the sky

Or a sterile circle...

I can hold on to nothing,

Not even retardation

There are no roads you can walk

On in unkempt sedation...

There are only chains, walls and

Half ghostly mirrors...

Then there's my soul that is white

And dressed in grieving black -

Oh! And how its death softens...!!!

~~~ High At Night ~~~

After the pain,

Vow begins clarity

Like blue light after the disparity

Insane before the rain,

Quiet as it drizzles

Over green, green meadows...

The water falls down,

But it goes high up in the sky

As it evaporates -

Higher than the sun and the moon;

As the wind blows,

And the night sedates...

~~~ Blind View From A Hospital Bed ~~~

Broken pieces of chance and destiny

Coursing through other's blood and greed-

Fighting thoughts grow like weed

Trouble breathing, 

Something wrong in the air

Big minds clash with small;

Bring despair

Trust the wrong,

You break the song

White,bleak stars falling before my eyes,

Falling down along with their skies;

Mothers giving birth to feed their egos,

The whole world telling loving lies

Happiness is a bird

Happiness is a lie

It wants its freedom,

It wants to fly

The whole world breaking into two,

And a head bereft

A head on my bed

Millions and millions mean nothing

All of them want their own selves-

But they end up fighting ,

Using others to build themselves

Destroying structures like serpents and vultures

I see the sun set

I see myself being pulled down by mosquitoes,

Tasting the blood they get

Big minds and small,

Trying to have it all -

Refusing to see the truth

Just to see the truth one has to fight

Fight, burn and quarrel through the night

For though beneath the flesh there's only blood

Beyond the head, there's an anonymous light

People and their sick belongings;

Minds that struggle in shallow waters

Mothers who lack brain and train their daughters

Beneath the bed sheets my heart bleeds

I struggle like hell

I struggle like fire under water,

Like sheep during slaughter

I struggle like life during death -

All faces are poisonous faces,

All love leaves traces so red -

With eyes half open

All consciousness trickles down my brow,

And  round black revolvers come to my head...