~~~ "Reflection of a Mother" ~~~

I gave you life, but cannot live without you.

I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn.

I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you.

I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it.

I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.

I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.

I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.

I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.

I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.

I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.

I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor.

I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you.

I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.

I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation.

I can tell you about drink, but I can't say "no" for you.

I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them.

I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you.

I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious.

I can warn you about sins, but I cannot make you moral.

I can love you as a child, but I cannot place you in God's family.

I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God.

I can tell you about God, but I cannot make Jesus your Lord.

I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life.

But one thing I can assure you...

I can love you unconditionally all of my life...and I will till my last breath...!

~~~ I still miss those days … ~~~

I still miss those days .

That, hours of chatting .

Fighting over little things.

Late night talks .

Sharing secrets .

Weird dreams .

“Being possessive” attitudes .

Waiting for your texts .

Watching your pics and texts over and over.

Smiling for no reason .

Trusting you blindly .

Your hugs and kisses .

Your innocent wishes .

And, now just having,

Blank inbox .

No more “I love you”.

Hours of loneliness.

Unshared emotions .

Late night cries .

Heartbreaking secrets .

Shattered dreams .

Deleted memories .

Fake smiles .

Broken trust .

Your nailed hugs .

Your devious heartaches .

I don't know why I’m still waiting for you..

You Broke Me.

I Have Every Right To Hate You!

But I Just Can't.

Coz The Sad Truth Is...

No Matter What You Do,

Say or Put Me Through,

You force me to think time and again

Do I Still Love You...??

I never force you to love me,

I never flirt with someone

To make you angry,

I never warn you to do not

Speak with others, I never say don't do d thing you want,

You are like a bird for

Me, free to fly away

Anywhere you want to go,

Only thing you must to know…

Wherever you go or

Whatever you do,

When you decide to come

Back and feel you need me,

And feel that I’m always here for you,

To give you oceans of Love.

Just remember..!!

I'm not your property…

May you rot in hell….!!!

~~~ PAINTING OF LIFE ~~~

With a brush and ink

I start to paint on the canvas

That is my life

A picture that I want

Be wonderful and that says something about me

The colors give the painting life and make it more beautiful

I try to paint all day on my canvas

Always something good, beautiful, joyful

And reflect a little what good is life

I begin by painting in shades of blue

What is the color of sky and sea

And give wings to my imagination

I put a little yellow

To paint a beautiful sunset that I will

Then heat and wake up full of energy

Paint the stars and a beautiful moon

For the night to fly on the wings of dreams

I put some shades of green

To paint a beautiful and majestic forest

Full of trees, animals and magic

I put each color on my canvas

Will come to life and turning

A beautiful picture that I paint every day

I always have something to add

As you can paint on your screen of life

Always something beautiful and creative,

That shows that you are

Be a wonderful one being created by God...

That last bit of your day

Is peace and love and blessings...

Sweet kisses to your beautiful heart....

Always a friend...

Is a flower, a leaf or to a pebble

I know that will make my situation even more beautiful

And when someone looks at my painting

I hope it reflects…

What I am

Who I am and

Where I go...??

~~~ Loss of words ~~~

The place where words end before even when I speak,

It is where I roam about in a habit to hear your voice again.

The place where sun sets at the evening twilight

It is where I think to run about living my life’s so called mistakes...

It seems like time left me out within myself with all of its dark night..

Everyday my fear of dreams crashing down on me seems floating in the stormy night.

Once say that no one’s around with me , for me...

The way the passing by scenes claw me down every other day

I am trying to break myself out of bounds hiding the same way

The place where I shout out to the crowd of seemingly dead people

It is where I keep moving ahead taking snaps of my madness...

It seems like time left me out within myself with all of its dark night..

Everyday my fear of dreams crashing down on me seems floating in the stormy night.

It seems that no one’s around with me , for me..

~~~ Enough ~~~

Stop wasting time lingering over all that you could have, should have and would have done. 
Stop spending your days thinking of how much better you could do; stop longing for something that has been and always will be out of your reach. 
Just live the days as they come. 
Wake up every morning and smile at the wonderful day that awaits you. 
And when opportunity comes knocking on your door, don’t you dare ignore it. 
Don’t run away. 
Pull yourself together, open the door. Let the LIFE in.

~~~ Metamorphosis ~~~

I remember,

I remember well, the day-

You had drunk, fought with me for nothing 

and bashed me blue and black...

You watched you pack and fade away,

behind the lingering dusk of the mountains.

I wanted you to show me,

the stretching end of the valley,

you said the clouds and the rains meet.

But, you didn’t hear me, 

calling, calling your name,

until you left that hazy frame–

and the night came.

I watched you running, 

bare-feet, under the light rain,

until, on the sticky dusts of the Earth,

only, my silver ankle chain remained.

You stared into the sky before stars hide,

You didn’t see me falling so behind.

I wanted you to stop me.

But never, never, could I ask…

Coz, I knew that you would never...

You know? 

You once told me, "You are so beautiful..."

But now, when I looked back...

It was not the same you...

The gods themselves are helpless against them while they stand so.....!!

~~~ In Honor Of Eternity ~~~

Existence is innocent. It lets me walk on its streets, talk to its flowers, color its sky with my imagination and my eyes... 
It doesn't accuse me of anything, willing to cradle me forever and ever, through countless births and deaths...unwavering in its faith in my eternity,innocence, ability and intentions...
It's willing to put up with anything for my sake,and yet monitors me with strict vigilance, lest I harm myself out of stupidity and foolishness .
The heart of existence seems so pure...She's so kind to me.
I thank the earth for putting up with me.I thank the sky for sheltering me, and I bow down in honor of eternity.